[ At his words, she sits up quickly, ready to snap back something in response but immediately she feels dizzy, immediately she feels a little sick. She pauses for a moment, looking as though she might either throw up or pass out.
Her eyes struggle to focus for a moment before she shakes her head, waving her hand at him.]
That isn't what I said. [ She moves to stand up and immediately regrets it, slumping back onto the bed and leaning forward, burying her face in her hands, feeling unstable even sitting down and unhappy at what he's said.] 'm not that shallow. [ Didn't he know that?
She feels the sudden, ridiculous urge to cry and she battles it off, thinking that her mother would be embarrassed to see her like this, acting like this. She lets out an uneven breath--]
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Her eyes struggle to focus for a moment before she shakes her head, waving her hand at him.]
That isn't what I said. [ She moves to stand up and immediately regrets it, slumping back onto the bed and leaning forward, burying her face in her hands, feeling unstable even sitting down and unhappy at what he's said.] 'm not that shallow. [ Didn't he know that?
She feels the sudden, ridiculous urge to cry and she battles it off, thinking that her mother would be embarrassed to see her like this, acting like this. She lets out an uneven breath--]
I don't wanna fight. All I 'anted was you.